Pretender got my heart

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Pretender got my heart

Thursday, April 21, 2011

I don't know what this means. And maybe I don't ever want to because for once, I like not knowing. Nobody can understand how it feels because not even half of me does. But then I remember why I even did what I did in the first place. And I am reminded of how scared and broken and vulnerable you were. How all of that drew me to someone I never thought I'd meet. How all I wanted was to tell you how special you were. How this doesn't feel like five days at all. It really doesn't. How with everyone else it's so difficult but with you I can be me and even if it's me being nervous or tongue tied it's still me. And it scares the hell out of me how... I just want to protect someone with all that I can give. This is not an easy thing to say in the head, but if these five days are all that there is then it is good enough. No... this is beyond insane.

I ♥ Yachts

Dawn\
Stargazing, animals, dogs, tennis, weekends, getaways, books, food, craft, Tv, awesome company

Music: Last.fm
Chet Baker, Nat King Cole, Norah Jones, Stan Getz & João Gilberto, Koop

Grace Jerome Cristy

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